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Old Mar 01, 2020, 08:54 PM
The_little_didgee The_little_didgee is offline
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Originally Posted by Moose72 View Post
No matter what, nobody should be accused of attention seeking. I can't imagine what you'd have to be doing to actually have this.


I was misdiagnosed with BPD when I was 16 due to a nasty reaction to Zoloft. It made me very irritable, suicidal and impulsive during the entire 9 months I was on it. This happened in 1994 when BPD was given to patients who didn't respond to treatment. It was used back then to deny access to treatment for stubborn patients. I was stubborn, because kept asking what was going on with me.

Undiagnosed ASD and anger from my ordeal, along with the self-harm(I learned this while in hospital) I experimented with made my personality appear disordered.

Psychiatrists usually minimized my feelings and told me that I was making stuff up. Some even thought I had PTSD from sexual abuse, which I never ever experienced, and had dissociation, which turned out to be from lorazepam.
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