Study, rest, Study, rest, TV, guitar, rest, repeat. Such has been my boring weekend. I feel like hell but I’m sure you are all as fed up as me hearing it. My parents did drop by yesterday and we had a lovely casual chat about random things. I also went to the chemist and stocked up on two of my meds. Unfortunately I can’t get more Geodon as they limit how regularly you can fill the script. My main worry with coronavirus, outside the health of my loved ones, is running out of meds, going mad with withdrawal and having no medical help available in crisis. I’m not panicking, it is under control in Australia right now, I just want to be prepared just in case things get bad.
Might visit my sister and kids today if the dizziness passes so I can drive. Back to uni tomorrow. Not sure how that’s going to work out but I’ll give it my best shot. On the plus side I have no PTSD or Bipolar symptoms, and have recovered from my massive outburst/near attempt 8 days ago. Also the humidity has finally gone down after weeks of 80% or higher. It ended with three days of severe storms. I loved them, but lost power for hours, and severe damage was done to property and trees. Fine and sunny all week now.
Still not replying to posts. My brain hurts after thinking so I need to save what mental energy I have for study. Wish you all the best.
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Bipolar 1 with psychotic features
PTSD
"Phew! For a minute there I lost myself."
'Karma Police' by Radiohead
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