Depression ... it’s a tricky one for me. Ive had some last for months , but I think on average they are 4-5 weeks.
I think my cleaning and my absolute reasoning that I need to make my husband dinner, I’m not saying he can’t feed himself at all. But he would just eat Pbj , that’s often his lunch.
As you know my husband has very trying medical problems with breathing and neuropathy.
I also have 2 dogs that need cared for. Walks to the pasture , clean food and water bowls washed daily and they need brushed and given vitamins.
I still clean daily. One day I might do a bit less but I’m always cleaning something.
Having chronic pain also causes me to get up , I truly can’t stand laying in bed sometimes.
I love my living room furniture but the couch and love seat look fantastic but for me not comfortable to lay on, my recliner is pretty good , but again chronic pain , I find especially Fibro just doesn’t allow me to just stay in bed.
A hate soul sucking depression just like everyone. Right now I have a husband and 2 fur faces that depend upon on me...
I think everyone needs to find a reason to wake up and leave there bed whether it be for family , friends, pets etc
Once I’m on the other side of depression I honestly don’t remember much of it , which I think is a gift to us.
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