Yes, he's been working. He got hired two almost three weeks after he left Wally world. I've never not known him to worker, that is one good thing about him is he's the hardest worker I've ever seen. He's making a little more money now too, which is always good.

We do have a mutual understanding of each other and I do believe what I have with him, I could never have with another. After all he is the father of my children. I do cherish few of his qualities and what good things about myself that I had gained from him. You are right, there is something there...but as for love, I'm questioning it everyday. It's not enough though, to fix something that has gone so deep under. We're both aware that it's for the kids till we have the means to separate at this point. It wasn't verbally said, but he sleeps on the couch and I sleep on the bed....we no longer have sex. I've given him permission to be more open to meeting other people too.....that's not equal on his end though.

He's absolutely refused counseling...he says I need therapy and I say he needs rehab. Same old caca just another day, we've given up our war and basically just get through everyday. He still supports me, getting me through college. I think once I graduate he'll be more comfortable to let me be on my own.



Deep down the only reason I have began exercising and eating better....taking care of my appearance, buying cuter clothes is because I'm interested in meeting other people.....I just don't have the guts to do it while we're still "together". This is why I'm saying, I'm not looking...then again I ain't going to immediately dismiss them with a "Thanks, but I'm happily married" neither. *shrugs"...idk.