I've blocked him from seeing my stuff online...quit all the sites he was a member of and everything! That's pretty much why I came back to PC....I quit all the other support forums because of him and I felt I had nowhere to go and other than my therapist, I didn't have any real support at all.

I only go to one other support forum, which is for victims of abuse. I'm pretty tight with the owner of the board and she knows about him and everything...she won't let him on the site at all. Once he did get in but I told her right away about it (stupid idiot left himself signed in on the computer and we were still in the same house at the time but not together as a couple) and she banned him right away. Her site is completely private and nobody can see what's on her site if they're not a member.

I got a whole new email, changed all my passwords and everything like that. It's just I don't know who to trust right now, ya know? I even deleted people from my life who were even connected with him in any way shape or form...even if I really liked them.

It's just difficult trying to get rid of this fear, ya know?