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Originally Posted by BirdDancer
That's seriously violent behavior, bluebicycle. I hope your psychiatrist and/or therapist knows all about this. It's not normal behavior. I don't think I need to be a doctor or therapist to state that.
Wild Coyote's suggestion about going home sick rather than showing violence in the workplace is a good one. Such behavior, even if verbal, can definitely get a person fired.
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Or arrested.
And it isn't normal, but it is the same kind of behavior that came out of me when I was psychotic. I broke down a wall. I smashed a laptop. I was out of control, but the more I look at it, pieces of my subconscious that had been abused and mistreated over and over were pissed and were fighting back. When the dam breaks, it breaks.
That may not be what is happening with Blue, but it feels familiar. My pdoc told me the story of a client he has that is going through something very similar. My mother raged and oddly enough smashed a laptop when she was psychotic. All kinds of stuff I never knew about from her past came up and out on display when she was sick.
I'm trying to help myself out and work through this stuff while I'm stable because it is an incredibly dangerous show when I'm not.