welllllll I talked to the guy, "Derek" for a couple hours tonight on msn. We have very similar interests! And, hes charming, and a gentleman, and sort of handsome. And lo and behold, not a drug addict or alchoholic, has a job AND runs his own business.. lol.

He said he would like to take me to dinner or cook me dinner, so we said we would talk more about it next week.

The great thing about living in this small place is now that I have his first and last name I can "check him out", someone is bound to know him that I know lol.

Anyways, he seems nice, and i think I will have a friendship wth him and go from there. No expectations on either end yet which is how I want it.

Though this was sweet - he said he might cry when he saw the baby because hes always wanted one probably just trying to make me feel better but i thought it was very sweet of him to say.