My husband was the treasurer for an organization and when we needed money he borrowed from the fund. I found out and didn’t stop him because I didn’t see any other way to get the money we needed. The money was used to buy a smaller more affordable house and as soon as our current home sold the full amount was put back in the account. The issue is the shame and depression I feel for our actions. I’ve always acted in truthful authentic ways and this feels so out of character and not how I view myself. I guess I’m looking for forgiveness for my actions and to find a way to move on without obsessing about my actions and these debilitating shameful feelings.