If anyone prays Please send some to Nashville ... it was hit by 2 EF3 tornados last night.

Thus far 25 confirmed deaths, a whole family , Mom Dad and 2 young children can’t be found..likely 70 + people are missing

It looks like a war zone, the mass destruction I’m unable to wrap my mind about it. I am constantly nauseous seeing pictures and video. But it’s almost impossible not to watch. So many places I have gone to are literally just gone , wiped off the earth.

In other news. I am dealing with some life altering things in my life in the last few weeks ... My blood pressure is horribly high , heart rate 120+ I have a constant high anxiety running and I’m almost always on the verge of a panic attack.. this is ALL situational.... more medical appts coming up , but hurry and wait. The ground feels like it’s cracking under my feet. I have not been able to take a deep breath in weeks , no amount of breathing or coping skills are helping. My Xanax is doing very little if anything.

I see my T tomorrow thank god. I am visibly shaking.

There is huge amount of unknowns but yet there is some really awful things possibly coming down the road... timing is unknown.

I. am. just. terrified.