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Old Mar 03, 2020, 10:32 PM
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Originally Posted by ~Christina View Post
If anyone prays Please send some to Nashville ... it was hit by 2 EF3 tornados last night.

Thus far 25 confirmed deaths, a whole family , Mom Dad and 2 young children can’t be found..likely 70 + people are missing

It looks like a war zone, the mass destruction I’m unable to wrap my mind about it. I am constantly nauseous seeing pictures and video. But it’s almost impossible not to watch. So many places I have gone to are literally just gone , wiped off the earth.

In other news. I am dealing with some life altering things in my life in the last few weeks ... My blood pressure is horribly high , heart rate 120+ I have a constant high anxiety running and I’m almost always on the verge of a panic attack.. this is ALL situational.... more medical appts coming up , but hurry and wait. The ground feels like it’s cracking under my feet. I have not been able to take a deep breath in weeks , no amount of breathing or coping skills are helping. My Xanax is doing very little if anything.

I see my T tomorrow thank god. I am visibly shaking.

There is huge amount of unknowns but yet there is some really awful things possibly coming down the road... timing is unknown.

I. am. just. terrified.
All involved in those horrific tornados are in my thoughts, as are you while you continue to suffer so badly. I am not a person who prays in the exact sense, but I do send comfort and healing vibes as best I can. I hope your T can help you out, and that the future holds some bursts of joy amidst the pain.
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Thanks for this!
Wild Coyote, ~Christina