I think it is admirable to do research on ones issues.
However, go outside and not nature if you can.
So far,things look good.
Just dont cross the line into stressing yourself out too much.
My brother is past board chair of the Am Cancer Society
When he had his cancer(healed in a clinical trial) I read a lot about the mind body connection, which is HUGE.
You are going to beat this thing, and we are all with you.
Hug a furry animal, find some silly streaming movies and LAUGH.
We love you!