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Originally Posted by bluebicycle
Well, my therapist pisses me off for ignoring me, so I just want to cancel my ******* appointment with her on Friday. I don't want to deal with her and her ********.
I am going to leave a message telling her "forget it. I don't want your ******* appointment on Friday. Cancel it."
None of them care, so whatever. I don't see the point in reaching out. And I don't see my pdoc for a LONG time.
@ Wild Coyote: no, I don't think my anger is due to akathisia. I am just reverting to my old pissed off self, when I *wasn't* on medication. I used to be like this a lot.
But honestly, I am at the point of not giving a **** what happens. |
I am sure it is very tempting to tell them both off!
There is time for that later on. Right now, we need a strategy to get you back into a better space. You have a good job and you don't want to lose it.
You don't want to go as far as to lose your life..
It feels like you are "stuck" and there is some kind of a standoff. Maybe there is? Maybe not? You said it yourself a few posts ago you'd thought maybe you should say more to them than you have been saying?
There is a disconnect here. How do we fix it?
Remember, unless you go to the ER or other, you need your pdoc and your therapist in order to get what you need to settle down.
How can any of us help?
I know I want to help and I am starting to feel like I am spinning wheels, wondering what you really want to happen, Blue.
Do you truly want to give up?
I hope not.
Maybe just upset?
Hang in...
