
Mar 04, 2020, 07:58 PM
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Member Since: Jul 2019
Location: Downtown Vibes, California
Posts: 15,701
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Originally Posted by Daonnachd
My ECT was scheduled for this Friday, the 6th, but the office just called to say we can't do it with my medical clearance expired. Now I'm looking at pushing my treatment out to the 20th because I have to get an EKG for the clearance paperwork.
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That so sucks. I'm sorry. 
My check-in...I had terrible insomnia last night following a bad panic attack...that turned into an all-night panic in which I was terrified/convinced that my youngest cat was sick. I was so frightened that I took him to the vet this morning and thank the universe, he's fine. It's me who is nuts.
All the meds, all the therapy, and still I'm paralyzed with relentless anxiety and panic. Worked so hard overnight to breathe, reframe, refocus, you name it. Tiny success with breathing, but nothing measurable.
Appointment with podiatrist. Surgery is the next step (pun intended). Remove bone spur on achilles tendon, clean the tendon. Recuperation will be slow, but I have my fingers & toes crossed and prayers to the creator said that when full recuperation is done normal movement will be restored - without pain.
I just want a night's sleep tonight. Oh, and my T cancelled for tomorrow. Not unusual; she cancels one session in ten.
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