Thank you ~ Its not marriage that bad but it was the bond I formed with my friend both of us being bipolar and so much alike she understood the hell I was going though unless you live it my wife could never understand the struggle of living with bipolar thats why we both were open to it .Now not having that close bond has left me with a empty spot I wish my wife could fill it but then again I would never wish bipolar on anyone .

Its a long story but at the same time as I was taken out of my home by CYS because they thought i was to sick to be around my kids wich was ******** my girlfriends mom died and her son was taken away it was having each other there that saved one of us or both of us from killing our self things were that bad and both of us were having a very hard time with our bipolar we were each others support and were are each other had .I'm back with my family now and she back with her son and we have each other to thank for that . I loved her and I love my wife I cant change that I only have been with woman in my life I don't play around . This just happen is it that wrong to love two people who care so much about you .

P.S Wife is lazy