My anxiety raises over these few days.

so, I've been applying for something. I can't tell what exactly it is, but it is my dream and goal right now. The age is restricted maximum 26. It'll be soon my 25th birthday. I still have a year, but I can't tell when I could get it. I've applied for almost 6 months now and I still have no luck. I am afraid, if I cannot reach it. So anxious.