do you find yourself thinking or hoping that maybe she wont really leave?
you say it has hit you but i think it will REALLY hit you when she and all her stuff is gone.
you are a great guy though and chicks like you.
the bp is getting under control, you are focusing on self improvement, etc...
obviously it takes time to get over someone, especially when you were so vested in each other.
but from my experience with guys, a rebound fling does wonders for helping you to get over a girl....
(works for chicks too... trust me)
so if you are ever in cali... (i can be such a slut sometimes)
or we can set up a seperate chat room so all the girls here with crushes on you can help ease your pain....

but i definately agree with whoever said you need a fresh start.