phewwwwwwww Rip.....apologies more than accepted - im sorry too....thought you were upset with me.........its a bummer connections got mixed up,.......just so you know - i enjoy talking to you too......

Yup depressme........ haven't communicated with a 'live' human since Friday at work.......its Sunday now.....and the 'oh noooooo' gotta work tomorrow sinking feeling is beginning to kick in (and its only morning- eyerolls).............

thanks EHkittys for your support .....

today the goal is to actually get shower and get dressed even if i just go for a short walk in the rain....might even send an IM or too...

can ya tell i just discovered these iconthingies???? .......... this one is really close to how im doing....my life feels like the titanic sinking down down down.....or i can consider i have my very own luxury boat and can cruise anywhere i wanna go in life.........and like the bird on my head drives me crazy pecking away at my brain (leaving 'unmentionables' on my head)........or can think of it that even in the most desolate spot, i'm not alone that I have company (you guys are my birds this weekend ...:P)......