I had a rough night at Scrabble club. A therapist had said just to go for the social connection and not just to win. I chatted with the woman who drives me but not with anyone at club. I listened but don't feel that's enough. If i just listen i feel invisible. That's my superpower. I'm The Invisible Woman. I tried to start conversations twice but people just dismissed me. I told one of my opponents that my neighbor had gotten a puppy and he said, "And this involves you how?" I mean, you don't have to have a reason to get excited about a puppy! Jerk!


I tried my grounding skill and it didn't help except i noticed my opponent's nifty clear orange water bottle. Perhaps i need practice with the skills?


Anyways, feeling very alone and weary today. There's a knitting group i wanted to attend but there's no way i'll make it.