I honestly think you need much more than activities like: watching TV .

Again. I am telling you there is a "disconnect" between you and your providers.

They are not psychic. They only know what you tell them. She cannot give you help with your raging episodes if she still does not know more about them.

It feel like you are tying her hands and then you are incredibly enraged with her for not performing up to par.

I know you do not want to go IP and so are not telling the whole story.

How are you going to get better? Okay, you will have some Rexulti and some cogentin -- great. Maybe they will help enough? I hope so.

You are suffering. What would you tell a friend if s/he were in your place?