So sorry your feeling this way. Sounds awful. In the past I have become extremely irritable with rage and violent outbursts when changing medications. I seem to be particularly vulnerable to any chemical change in my brain. Usually things settle down once my brain adjusts to being off the med, or if I had just been put on a med things settle down when taken off it. In your case you’ve just come off an AP. That may be the culprit.

Things may settle down with time, or you may need your pdoc to help you with better med options. I hope this passes ASAP. Take care and try to stay rational.