I have to go grocery shopping today and I go where Rex works. He will be there but I am not going to go out of my way to see him like I normally do. I am proud of myself for not calling him last night even though I really wanted to. My day doesn't seem complete unless I talk to him but I need to get over that.

I am still compartmentalizing him and putting him in the bad category. I hope someday I can get out of this habit and just deal with people as they are.

Ever since I was told this by my mom about not talking to him everyday I am thinking all my friends are like that so I haven't called any of them. Talk about taking things way to hard.

Jbug