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Originally Posted by TishaBuv
This doesn’t sound like something you are doing to feel good, rather it sounds like it is really hurting you. It’s not empowering, it’s degrading, since you say you get played and manipulated.
Why is orgasm impossible? I’d shut the camera and continue to explore my own desires and body. You are not a spectacle for others to gawk at.
Teen years are hard. You have so much learning about yourself.
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I do enjoy it. it feels good and it's fun but obviously, with that kinda stuff, I meet a lot of A-holes. and I can't orgasm cus of multiple reasons. I have depression and anxiety which makes it harder as well as taking anti-depressants which also makes it more difficult, there is probably other reasons but those are the big ones. and I have taken pretty long breaks but I can never seem to get into it as much unless someone is watching or listening. porn doesn't work much for me plus im kinda picky.