Nothing new here. Still want to punch, kick, throw, and destroy things. I even took a rexulti last night and evidently it's done nothing so far. I know it needs time to build up in my system again, but I was hoping I would see a slight change at the bare minimum.
Anyway, I was doing fine this morning, but now the irritability/pissiness is back with a vengeance. I hate my life right now. I'm afraid I'm going to snap at someone.
I did go out for lunch today with my parents, but I was pissed the whole time. I thought getting fresh air and changing my environment would do me good, but nope.
I think I'm going to work from home tomorrow so that I don't do something at work that I will regret. I don't want to get into any quarrels with people, so it's best that I isolate myself for now... until this all blows over.
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