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And I never would have thought I would write anything in this forum that was personal, but I am desperate for support.

</div></font></blockquote><font class="post"> wantto,

I'm sorry that you are desperate right now but I am glad that you are finally reaching out here.

I am grateful you are working with a skilled therapist with whom you have these contracts.

I don't know how long you've lived with this and how long you've kept this under wraps so to speak but I am glad you have told us here and hope that we can be of support to you in getting through these really hard times.

compassionately,
--zh