((((((((BJ)))))))) all i want in life is to be happy and figure out how to deal with this idiotic pain that shouldn't be there....and for everybody who passes thru these forums to find peace and happiness...too much to ask i know...hence...never mind...i will NOT go there...deep breathe...coffee rocks (ugh)...booze & drugs suck (hmmph)...and i WILL stay sober and clean tonite coz i know i won't feel like this tomorrow.

((((((((BJ)))))))) i think you're amazing the way you care for others coz you're going thru so much yourself atm. i wish peace and happiness for you.