Hi

I need some advice on how to fulfill a bucket list item- safely. I am going through a mid life crises. I am definitely straight, and have never felt any attraction to men at all, but recently been thinking about an encounter I had when growing up. While a teen, my best bud and I did most guy things guy friends do. We hung out and talked a lot about girls. A few times, we talked about masturbation, and once after looking at a porn magazine, we showed each other our erections. We were both so horny, and discussed lending each other a helping hand, but we were to ashamed to follow through with it. We both resorted to self service while in the same room, but neither witnessed the other climax. Now days, I regret passing on the opportunity. That aside, I’m not really interested in any kind of relationship, but often wish I could be in that situation again...just once, to lend a hand and if I felt really comfortable and brave would provide oral. I’m not looking for anything in return. I’d like discretion, trust and safety. Any ideas on how to best approach this?