" a burden to everyone because everything I do or touch is incorrect or broken - I must keep myself very alone, "

Nobody is perfect. We all do incorrect things sometime and we all broke things. To make mistakes is the way to learn and grow and if people judge you for that, they are the ones who are incorrect. Not you.


Any kind of hobbie is a nice way to keep the mind occupied. Also since you have the internet you could interact with people in different games or whatever, without putting yourself on the spot. If you like computer you could also make yourself a personal webpage.

Take care of YOU because you are very important.