I've started to think that medical professionals hate trauma survivors. As soon as they find out, they change the way they behave and act all afraid of me. I've asked for help with this from everyone I can think of, but that just makes things worse, because it ends up turning out very bad. I've heard so many horrible statements right before communication with me is terminated: "it's not my job to help you," "I can't help you, deal with the anxiety yourself," "we don't help people like you."


Maybe they just hate me. I can't even get a flu shot.