I COMPLETELY agree with seesaw, @NeedHelp104! I am not sure if she was "using" you but it does seem weird. Try to talk to her about ALL of this and see how it goes from there. Perhaps she didn't want to hurt your feelings but Life just happened. Give it a try. Sending many safe, warm hugs to BOTH you, @NeedHelp104, your Family, your Friends, your Cousin and ALL of your Loved Ones! Keep fighting and keep rocking NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, OK?!