It is REALLY good your Psychiatrist is trying to help, @OliverB! I COMPLETELY agree with ALL the other wise and wonderful posters! Just stay strong like you're already WONDERFULLY doing! Just try your best and see how it goes. I am so sorry that ALL of this is happening! Stay strong. You can do this. We are here for you if you want to talk about ANYTHING! Sending many safe, warm hugs to BOTH you, @OliverB, Your Family, Your Friends, Your Psychiatrist and ALL Of Your Loved Ones! Keep fighting and keep rocking NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, OK, MY DEAR, SWEET, KIND, AWESOME AND WONDERFUL FRIEND?!