Today is my birthday. And I cant be happy.

Being older reminds me, that my time is shorter now. I almost run out of time.... To achieve what I've been chasing. That I might be fail very soon.

I wish that I could forget this day, but everyone tells me a happy birthday. I know they mean well, but it's hard to smile when you wish that the day never comes.

I never believe in Birthday wishes.... But this time I hope.... That somehow I could achieve the goals before I run out of time.