Well Im the same I struggled with bulimia and had mia as my distant friend and an addiction to vomiting and obsession with food.For about a few days after I talk to myself a lot even in a good day-Every time I go asleep I tell myself how great tomorrow going to be and just fall asleep. Having enough sleep is essential even if you think you don't need it having a nice hot shower when you feel like your going crazy and can't get out.I have a blog its sorta like a diary and I post things I like.I love to learn about things and different stuff ..I do things that help me out in the long run. MY mom never rings me and I only see her once a week and we exchange gifts .I haven't talked to my big brother in over 5yrs up to now and he said how sorry he was when I said that Im on medication.