Hello Deilla,

It is so distressing not to have someone to talk to. I would be happy to communicate with you on this thread but I'm not sure my English is good enough. You've been through so much lately. I'm not sure I could cope as well as you have.

Hopefully your walk will provide some relief. I just went for a walk a little while ago and it relieved my mind quite a bit.

I hope you find relief soon and I wish you only good things! -- Yaowen