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Originally Posted by random1human
I do enjoy it. it feels good and it's fun but obviously, with that kinda stuff, I meet a lot of A-holes. and I can't orgasm cus of multiple reasons. I have depression and anxiety which makes it harder as well as taking anti-depressants which also makes it more difficult, there is probably other reasons but those are the big ones. and I have taken pretty long breaks but I can never seem to get into it as much unless someone is watching or listening. porn doesn't work much for me plus im kinda picky.
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Yes, certain anti depressants make it hard to impossible. There are some brands that don’t inhibit orgasm. I can see how being watched is a good turn on for you without the anxiety of a real life intimate experience.
Do you think you can find a balance that serves you while cutting out the A holes? Is that part hurting you?