Today I am experiencing a lot of physical symptoms where my skin physically hurts. This was usually a symptom for me that let me know where to SH so that it would stop hurting inside. But since I am not hurting myself right now, I am dealing with these physical symptoms. My T suggested putting a cream like icy hot or Aspercream on the spots where I want to SH to help stop the physical symptoms/sensations of pain. Anyone else relate? I'm getting tired of having hard days but I know I gotta stay strong. I'm trying to keep my mind future oriented to the 15th where I am going to be at 50 days. Not that there is anything magical in the number, it's just a good big number.