(((KJ ))))
i do not normally read this forum and thats why i wasnt aware of the time you're having now...
remember hon, that you matter to a great many people, that you are loved and appreciated....
i know how hard it is to be the one others turn to, how hard it is to be the one who cannot fall.. i know its impossible to be perfect in every way...
i know the feelings you are having very well.. i have been there... its important not to beat yourself up hon....
its important to remember what the others have said... how much you matter... and of course, you cant do this for us hon... you need to do it for you....
i have been in your place... ive slipped, ive started over... you can make it too...
all the ground you've made is not lost for one mistake... true, the count starts over... but you are not a failure KJ... you slipped....
accept yourself and the truth that you are imperfect.. we all are imperfect in one way or another...
you are still my friend....