Was just out at a public venue with lots of people. Maybe I shouldn’t have gone alone. I just felt so different from everyone else, so sad being around happy and “normal” people. Why can’t I be like that? I’ve never really been. I just realized I probably never be like that. Life feeling easier, more carefree. I see all these people and wish I could be everyone of them.

I wish I had someone here with me who could understand. I feel so alone. I feel like my whole life has been filled with missed opportunities leading me to this point. What have I done? Why did it have to be like this? I feel I can never get my life back on track again?

Do you feel the same when you’re with lots of people? Feeling very alone and an intense sadness?