Hello, all. Many kinds of stressors going on, so I wish you all well.


I just came from a pre-op medical clearance meeting with my new primary care physician. I need to get a complete blood panel done and an EKG recorded and read before my next ECT which is already late. I went to my local hospital and they turned me away because they don't take my insurance. I've got to take time off work and drive to the next hospital 40 miles away.


And I'm fighting ideations which would get me locked up if I told anyone. So I struggle alone.