I'm not perfect... what I mean by this is that I never measure up to his expectations. The list is exhaustive... He actually told me and I have a list of all the things that need improvement...


I feel that he loves me and I hope that it all comes from a place of love, like "I believe in you and you can be better ". Maybe he doesn't realize that his best intentions are hurting me and make me feel like he's controlling almost all aspects of my life. I've become very resentful and sensitive about anything that feels like control by him