Tuesday could not come soon enough. Many here are alone right now but you don't know what it's like to be REALLY alone, to be 43 years old and never have had as much as one date. To never have known what a woman's touch is like, what a kiss is like, or anything "else". And trust me, I've tried my best all these years. I've learned the hard way recently that it IS because of my looks. I've known that all along but I now have the proof. I took one last chance recently and signed up for the Yahoo Personals with my photo included. I found out there are roughly 1000 women in only a 15 mile radius of me. Who knows how many more as the distance increases. It's now been two weeks that my profile has been there and not one reply, NOT ONE. I'm an idiot for even being surprised by this but at least any last bit of hope I ever had is gone for good. Repeat after me. BEAUTY IS NOT IN THE EYE OF THE BEHOLBER. The towel has been thrown in. I LOSE!