So, I've made a few attempts recently to "get out, and meet people" but it hasn't gone well...and I'm just coming out of the very dark depression that was the result.

I should just officially give up, just be grateful for my husband and my cat, and focus on myself, and making this small life as great as I can for myself.

I'm sure I will keep trying though I'm not sure if I'm an eternal optimist or I am the definition of insanity ...you know trying the same thing over and over again and expecting different results. I seem to be very good at flogging dead horses.