Tonight I feel very depressed. I've been upset over a couple of things. One, lack of family support and two, my desktop broke on me. There's nothing I can do about family. But there's stuff I can do about my computer. It's under warranty. I just feel bad because I think it's my fault. I vape. I think the vape has gotten into the electronics. I was vaping in the kitchen cause I didn't want to vape around it. But I think the vape got to it anyway. I'm on a laptop at the moment. Now I'm vaping in the bedroom. I wish I could quit vaping all together. But it's extremely difficult. I just keep beating myself up and feeling worthless. Just looking for a supporting friend and a hug. Thanks!