Sorry to be late to this discussion. Everywhere in these forums, including in this thread, we don't allow you to describe plans that you may be considering for ending your life. That would include, for example, "If I'm not feeling better by (date), that's it!" We'd probably let you mention in passing that at some time in the past you were feeling so low that you were considering (unspecified) suicide plans. Still, no details, please.

We normally don't allow methods or means of suicide to be discussed, even behind trigger tags. We'd expect such discussion to prove too upsetting for at least some other members who might have considered ending their own life and/or had a loved one end theirs.