Im glad you found pain relief it is hard to live a life with chronic pain. Oh trust me I have my moments tho Hahahahaha

Mainly I just get very quiet when my pain is high, sometimes I go in the bathroom run the water and have a good sob fest but then I am left with a pounding head ache, runny nose and a big splotchy red face lol

Yes Bipolar will cycle and spit you out the other side, eventually, that's the only consistent thing it does