I can't believe the domino effect that happen in the only moment that I was so fragile
Everything went out of control and mad in my life and others'
I always defend other people but last year I was so in need of support for the first time of my life because I could feel that I had to fix

I've been in a paradox and want to scream
My father is now ill, my love who i couldn't contact in almost an year has been into trouble and i never had this mess in my life before
I've been a practical and down to earth person in my life, i can't really believe what happened last year.
this will be a non sense and bitter end
Unable to fix it now. Not an excuse
People i accidentally damaged probably won't recover because they live in a poor social environment and are depressed bu i can't contact anymore
Hope everyone could be ok

(Rant -please don't quote)