i am beginning to understand what you all are writing about, the grip making lemonade out of lemons etc. I am sorry that my previous post seems to put some people down. I was too judgemental. But I was coming from an honest place. in my case I had to fight suicide once for six months. I have a sometime adverserial relationship with my illness which is not extensible to others who have a different diagnosis. Please forgive me pink.
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