I've heard it said that we create what we need in our lives.
My three boys were all accidents. But I grew up with five brothers and it occurs to me now that I would not feel like I was "home" without children. I guess, aware of it at the time or not, I was creating the family I needed in order to feel warm, safe, and loved.
That said, my children have ruined my life. lol.
Cyran0
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My blog: http://cyran0.psychcentral.net/
Dx: Generalized Anxiety Disorder, Major Depressive Disorder, PTSD (childhood physical/sexual abuse), history of drug abuse.
Meds: Zoloft, Lorazapam, Coffee, Cigarettes
"I may climb perhaps to no great heights, but I will climb alone." -Cyrano de Bergerac
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