Hi @Zenona

First of all, none of us can diagnose you. Even if we were doctors, we haven't had time to meet you and talk to you extensively.

That said, it does sound like depression and anxiety, but I agree with @~Christina that it would be a good idea to get blood work done to rule out anything physical. If it's affecting your life this much, it is a big deal. It's not making something out of nothing. If the blood work comes back normal, maybe you can see a doctor about trying anti-depressants. They have helped me a lot.

Take care.