Happy Birthday KD1980!
And, yup! I'm in my mid-40s, and didn't really ever imagine myself making it this far. I feel a little disappointed in myself, honestly, because even though I'm doing OK in some regards - I really feel like I'm off track and not where I'd like to be at all, but also with no real idea of how to get on-track, if that makes sense.
But, surviving is a good thing, and keeps the door open to be hopeful for the future, right?
Did you get to do anything fun for your birthday? Hope you at least had a good day!
*** Happy Birthday! ***