Stay Safe, @MatBell! Do ANYTHING in your power to distract yourself these two days. You will get out of this stronger than before, I am sure! I COMPLETELY agree with all the other wise and wonderful posters! We are all here for you! Sending many safe, warm hugs to BOTH you, @MatBell, ALL of your Family, ALL of your Friends and ALL of your Loved Ones! Keep fighting and keep rocking NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, OK, MY DEAR, SWEET, KIND, AWESOME AND WONDERFUL FRIEND?!